Why does this crap keep happening to me?!

Today is Friday and I just made the call to bail on the drift event tomorrow. It kills me to have to do it. There is no way I'm going to fit to dive by saturday morn., despite my best efforts to get better. The only upside to this is atleast I can't spend money I don't have. I'm soo broke from going to Minnesota, that this trip would've been done wholy on credit cards..... This shit pisses me off. It's not fair that trying to be healthy and take care of ones body should lead to a ruined weekend that you've looking so forward to. So to ease my pain, I'm going to download Aika Zero and get some fanservice!!!!